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Sunday, September 6, 2009Y
Love, Fires and other things that wake me up at 2 in the morning

I am the worst blogger ever! did u miss me?? I was watching food network and it motivated me to come back and write something.
I think I posted about the FIRE! it was really scary. No one got hurt or anything. There was a lot of smoke and the person's stove was ruined so I wonder how they're going to cook. But other than that... everything's okay! (yay face!!)

buuuuuutttt...
I was thinking. my mother wants to move because this side of town is sooooo lame and ghetto. well it got me thinking. there's this person and I've known him since the 5th grade. I've liked him since the 5th grade. and i'd like to say it blossomed into luuuuv (*kissy face*) but that's not the case. and every time my mom talks about moving i always think I can't leave my love behind. So I beg her stay! But now I'm thinking... is it time to move on? is this person just a stage that I'm supposed to grow out of it? But it feels right! Like we're supposed to be together. When we do talk it feels like we could talk for hours and hours on end if something didn't stop us (as it always! does)
but am i acting on feelings? am i thinking? am i a thinker?????
i wonder if other people feel the same way i do?
i know im 15 and sometimes us young people jump into something that's totally not something we should be jumping into (your neighbor's pool for example) but it just feels like if I leave I'm going to be leaving something that could have been truly amazing! Like i'm throwing away a million dollars!! ugh! teenager-ness is haaaaard!

help me ppl! pleeeeeease! i'm dying here. i need to know im not alone or something!

loooooove,
hannah

p.s.:
1. i changed my twitter screen name b/c it was time for a change! i am now poptartzgorawr i know it's a lot to type. so im such a nice perosn that i hyperlinked my screen name 4 u. just click it and tada! you'll b there! the internet is truly amazing.
2. oh! and come back sooon! because someone has a special surprise for her luuuuvly readers! (and yes it will be amazing if you like things made by Apple for free ;-)


8:52 PM happyy-stopp

Saturday, September 5, 2009Y

Omg! There was a fire in my apt & they made us leave @ 2 am. & now the freakin powr is out so im posting from fone

4:52 AM happyy-stopp